Somtimes I poof just hailing a cab!

Well, it has been a long long time since I have done this, I know, I'm such a slacker!! Anyway, It has been a busy month since I've written. Let's see, Finals are over and didn't go so well. But hey my sanity is still in tack so I won't complain. I visited New York this holiday break as you all may know. It was Amazing! New Years Eve in Times Square...or 2 block from it! The biggest party I've ever been to hands down! I could go on and on, but let's just say if i could move there tomorrow I would so gone!!! It has become my goal to live and work in NYC! I have alot of pictures so you all will have to stop by and see them!

In other news, school this semester seems to be going well, but then it has not yet been 2 weeks. I guess that only time will tell!

As you all may or may not know, my relationship is on the rocks. Shawn and I got into it over ... as best I can tell my not having a job, I'm not 100% sure, all i know is that there were alot of unfair assumptions and accusations thrown at me and i got mad, and things got heated, I told him to leave and not come back. He hasn't. We have not really talked since, so that can't be any good. I jsut have a difficiult time undestanding what difference it makes weather or not I have a job! He is not supporting me, I'm not taking money from him and If i want to get a loan to pay rent that is MY business! Frustrates me just thinking about it. I do however in reflecting on all of this have a singing suspision that it's not even about that. I think that he's upset because all he does is work. It's probally time to cut my losses & move on. "and you know what I pitty him because he as to walk away from this and be him and I get to walk away and be me, who would want to be him when you could be me...I was the poof in the realtionship...now I can go and poof someone else" -Carrie, Sex and the City

It has on the up side been nice to be doing things on my schedule, when and with who I want. All of this "ME" time has been great for my abs! I've gotten into the whole work-out thing and it's great!! At the gym I can totally clear my mind and blow off some steam without feeling fat and lazy after a carton on Ben and Jerry's.

So i guess when all is said and done I came out alright, Indeed it would be easier to understand how we went from "I love you" one day to not speaking the next, but then where would the drama be, and what would I blog about?

Is that a light???

ok, i know that it's been a long time since i have done this, so i feel that i should update it. All i have to say is that whoever thought that "finals" were a good idea should be taken out in a cruel and unusual way. It's not even that i have alot of tests, but these final projects have been really kicking my ass!!! The time and mental strain are enough to drive a person over the edge. And what have a really learned?? I now know that i am good at coloring and gluing, i know that if you go to Kinkos at between 2 and 3 am you are more likely to get what you want the first time and the line will be significantally shorter than if you go at 4am. Though i must say at 4:30 the day of, it's nice to see other students in the same boat. Good to know that I'm not the only terrrible procrastinator in the world.

that's just my point about finals week however, this week i find out that my nemisis the HID 306 Hotel Design spawn of satan final project due date has been pushed back. So i finished it. It's all done...since Thurs. and not even due tilll Tuesday. Rather than being relaxed about it, i feel like i have a huge knot in my stomach and i keep looking over it KNOWING that there must be something that i have overlooked. It's madness! I will be so happy when this week is over and this semester is finished!

I supposed that's all for now, Good night everyone, and good luck on your finals!

There was an old woman

Well, the group interview at Charolotte Russe as far as I can see was of no use. still no job. I have taken advantage of this time off to catch up on homework, go out and of cource do a little cleaning. To my dismay and or delight, I have found that I have over 50 paits of shoes. To qoute sex and the city(...my new fav.)...I have 56 pairs of shoes and no job! I will literally be the old woman who lived in her shoes! (Carrie)

So here is sit at 2:30 in the morning, kinda drunk and thinking. It's a dangerous pastime this thinking business. I'm missing people that have been gone for awhile. Thinking about where I want to go and what I need to do, and how much more productive I could have been workign on homework tonight. Oh well Good Friends and fun nights out are what keep me sane, so here's to High Heels and Low Morals!

Just wanted to add a random I love all of my friends, couldn't make it w/o out you!
espically you Deanna...."it adds character" *insert rooster picture here*!!!!!

I too have fallen victim to procrastinating....

Well, it seems that I can avoid the blog no longer! I've been having a good time reading all of yours, so I fugured what better time to start one than today. This has nothing to do with my avoiding studying for a marketing test mind you! Any way, as many of you know I am currently jobless. Yeah life is real kicker sometimes but what can ya do? I've been applying for jobs like mad recently. I had an interview with Charlotte Russe today and things look promising. If nothing else it will get me some good discounts on some great clothes and hopefully pay more bills than it runs up, so we'll see what happens.

I had a fairly uneventful weekend, I took asvantage of being unemployed and went back to Union to visit the folks. It was the opening weekend of deer season so I arrived just in time for all the excitement. I have not seen so much camo in one place since my last trip to bass pro. Yikes! My uncle and cousin did both end up shooting a deer though so good for them. I will never understand the sport. It's too early and too cold for me. I will buy my meat already dead and frozen thank you!

Well as much as it pains me I think I'm going to go cram a bit more marketing knowlege into my brain....Until next time!